Ye, I’m taking care of my ticket to return home… but, to buy a cheap one, the only good day is two weeks from today, so I’ll have to buy it on the next two days and wait two weeks to return home…
I wish I could return, like in the next two days but, as it seems impossible, ye, I’ll have to wait and continue to just listen what my aunt says (badmouthing) and not argue with her….
10fact: I’m indecisive, I let others choose. But when I decide on something, I hold on to it pretty hard.
Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes you happy.
mumfordandsonslive:
Mumford & Sons performing in Germany on November 18, 2009. If you’d like to read the lovely review of this gig that Google was kind enough to translate for me just click through.
(via whenhopefallsdown)
I’m getting a little bit depressed… I miss some friends, I’m sad with others, I think I need new ones, I miss my cat, I miss my bed, I feel out of place here, I really want to have a job in my country, I wish I could work in my area of studies… I don’t know. I’m feeling quite uncomfortable here, I really do. My aunt said today some things that didn’t enter very well about my mom. They were quite normal to me so I didn’t understand why she was so bored about that… It just make me feel even more out of place. I don’t have internet in my computer so I have to be on my cousin’s, it’s ok but I don’t “have” the freedom to do what I want in mine and talk freely with people. And there are some badmouthin’ people here…
I really miss talking with someone, hugging my cat… Sometimes I feel like crying here… I don’t know if I will be going back home earlier than expected… I don’t know if I’m able to be here more than I thought.
Ye… I’m really getting depressed… When did I become so weak?…
09fact: I usually keep my anger inside, but when I explode, I explode pretty well and it’s hard to stop me.